July 2009
Love yourself so no one has to.
“I need to find a reason to feel, like everything was meant to be let go. Take it...”
“When you’re gone, I’m a match that’s burning out.”
June 2009
Another air bus crashed. It’s been about a month since the last one did. This is all getting too ridiculous. Everyone is dying and everyone is dying in awful ways. This is going to be one cursed summer.
Going on an adventure with Samantha today. I’m pretty excited to get out of the house and hang out with her.
Oh hey, Just Married is on TV.
Hello late night Ashton time.
Midnight poptarts. Doesn’t get much better than that.
Rest in peace, Clayton. I’ve always heard that the good die young.
Fisheye/wide-angle lense finally came today. I ended up driving around for a bit when my mom got home, and picked up the movie Abandon with Charlie Hunnam in it for $3.99 at Newbury. Nothing better than a thriller with a good looking Brit in it to brighten up a dreary night.
I don’t feel like talking to anyone or...
This book is taking me forever to read. It took me an hour and a half to get through 30 pages. There’s so much to take in at one time. Guy Fieri on Food Network needs to stop wearing his fucking sunglasses on the back of his head. That, in addition to bleach blonde hair, a goatee, a watch on each wrist, sweat bands under long sleeved shirts, and pierced ears is the definition of the biggest...
“Live with your head in the lion’s mouth. I want you to overcome ‘em...”
– I started Invisible Man. I may end up liking this book.
I never give up on people. I wait for them to be finished with me. I’m different than how people initially think I am. I’m filled with more love than hate, but I just find negativity more interesting to talk about, because positivity is all the same. I’m quiet, shy, sensitive, but I’ve got a tough shell. You won’t break me unless you really try. I’m an extremely...
Watching 1,000 Ways to Die. Wow. These people really had it coming. Today was eh. I hate this weather. I’m 100% convinced I’m never going to see the sun again. I got one of my summer reading books today. Double gag. Nick sent me a new site to watch Weeds on today, which should be helpful because the other one wasn’t working well.
I’m about ready to fall asleep but this...
“I’d rather live than live forever.”
Van Wilder is on. I love Ryan Reynolds.
Watchmmm whatchya saaaay
Alan: Hey Phil, look! He's jackin' his little weenus!
Phil: Pull yourself together bro!
Alan: Not at the table, Carlos!
I just threw up a little.
I just took off for an hour and a half and drove up the coast. I have never felt so free in my entire life.
Operation terrarium is complete. I now have a bonsai tree in a jam jar. It’s pretty sweet. Today went well. Now it’s time to relax and watch Atonement.
Charlie Bartlett: I just think you're missing the big picture.
Kip Crombwell: What big picture?
Charlie Bartlett: The universe.
Kip Crombwell: What about the universe?
Charlie Bartlett: Well, the universe is a pretty big place.
Kip Crombwell: Yea. It's infinite, theoretically.
Charlie Bartlett: Right, which means there's probably life on other planets.
Kip Crombwell: Not life like we think, but yeah. Probably at least single-cell organisms.
Charlie Bartlett: Well, see, that's my whole point. I mean you could've been born a single cell organism on the planet Zortex. In fact, given the odds, it's probably more likely, but you weren't. You we're born a human being. And not just any human being in the history of human beings, but a human being that gets to be alive today. That gets to listen to all kinds of music, that gets to eat food from every culture, that gets to download porn off the internet. So really, you have everything to live for.
[pause]
Charlie Bartlett: Do you feel better?
Kip Crombwell: Not really.
Here's how I want my life to go
I’m gonna go to college, med school, and all that jazz. I’m gonna be a Radiologist, and roll in the money. I’m gonna save up like all of it, and live well, but comfortably, and then get married and have kids and stuff, then once they go to college, I’m packing up me and my hunky husband (and probably my mother) and taking the Queen Victoria or Queen Mary over to England...
“Feels like I’m falling in love when I’m falling to the bathroom...”
Terrariums may become a time consuming hobby for me. I have so many ideas. I’m such a geek. Maybe it’s good I’m channeling my energy into something?
I’ve decided that I’m going to make a terrarium either tomorrow afternoon or sometime this week. It’ll give me something to do, plus I’ll have to care for it. I’ll feel less awful if the plant dies than if another fish dies, because I feel bad that I didn’t feed Sushi. I think I’m going to go for a cactus theme, and put it in a cognac glass with a bunch of...
I’ve decided I’m going to knit all summer.
I make a mean home brewed blueberry pomegranate iced white tea, lightly sweetened of course. Hot damn.
